I have a long way to go to sorting out the next phase of my life, but I feel more acceptance. Still a lot of pain around the children, but choosing to numb out on that right now.
I have to admit that I have a "distraction" that is helping. It feels good to laugh again. Nuff said.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.