feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Shel - tell me about it..of course you are allowed to comment. I think "dooshiness" is too mild of a word. Everyone keeps telling me I'm doing ok - it doesnt feel like it lol.

Geo - I believe my H is seeing ow too that's why he's been so nasty to me. He has someone egging him on and boosting his really ugly ego. It is like I never mattered..I feel so betrayed. I could never see myself behaving the way he has if the sitch was reversed. I know what you mean about the people here...a great support system.

I have so much to do and I don't want to do any of it.

Luv

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