She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

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Well imagine that, I just found out that I pissed my W off at MC yesterday.

In the beginning I told the C that my W appears to not be contacting or seeing the children as much this week. My W immediately called me out on the accusation, I thought about it, and I retracted the accusation. In reality its me she's been more distant to, not hem, but it seemed like it was all of us.

This isn't going to be easy that's for sure. Unfortunately, she's already having trouble forgiving me for things and this isn't going to help. It doesn't matter how much I apologize for something, it never has,she will hold it against me forever.

I thought MC went pretty well, but obviously I was incorrect. She's still unable to talk to me about how she feels. She's always bottled things up and thrown them at me at a later time. She only told me about her anger because I forewarned her that I was sad, confused and frustrated today.

I forewarned her because of the negative attitude I projected earlier in the week because of my frustration. I only knew of two times I came across wrong in MC yesterday, so that's how I knew what had angered her. However, she never told me that i had done something to anger her.

Patience has got to be one of the toughest things to do. I'm not sure for how long I'm going to be able to do this.