I'm so sorry I've been missing your posts. You sound so lonely. Believe me, I know the feeling. Sometimes it seems like we are invisible.
Please know that you are easy to talk to! It's not always us who are in dire straights. Other people have issues too. I love that you are talking to people. And, there must be other places that you can go to meet people. How about church? Have you a particular faith that you were brought up in, or that you're attracted to? Go there. You can meet all kinds of people at church, you know. Have you tried Meetup.com. There must be some groups in your area. What city do you live in?
