No I dont think it's on purpose. I access it from my computer and he is at his mothers house with his computer. The way I can see it is that i can get in his business email on google and then at the top of the page it says web history of the web sites he has visited but it doesn't say what date so im hoping it is from awhile ago. Or on the right side next to the emails there are ads that come up from cookies to similar things that were looked up.I am trying to put this out of my mind. I can't look at that anymore.
This morning i sent him an email telling him all the qualities that i loved about him, and apologized for not being a good wife in some ways. I also said" if you don't want to be with me and our son , we will go on with our life and make the best of it with Gods help".
When I talked to him tonight his attitude was nicer. I don't think I complemented him enough when we were together. I think he only heard my criticisms and I did not give enough praise. so he went to someone else for it. He said " listen to me. i am not getting married, or having kids, or moving. All i am doing is working all of the time". He sounded very sincere.
