NM, I agree with the posters that you're so strong. This is really hard-- you're giving so much, I think, to ensure H is in S' life and to fight for the M all while your H brings up D.
I agree that there's hope for you guys. I really believe it.
me, 30 WH, 29 D born June 2010 M: July 2001 Bomb/S: 1/14/10 Done with it all.