I had an emotional break down this morning, and I called h and said i was going to end up in the hospital that i couldn't live like this anymore, after seeing info from his web history. He said "i dont know what your talking about. I am not doing any of that.. I am taking care of you and me and Ryan nobody else". I know i have to change my focus to GAL or i'm going to lose my mind. Im going through a difficult time at this time in my life physiologically, and it makes this more difficult to deal with. I don't know if this is a MLC or he just wants out of m. It seems like he is trying to run away from himself so he doesnt have to face things. . He seems like hes lost his mind.
