It's just that something in my heart tells me should hear what she's got to say before I take a definitive decision.
Good point. Except that I didn't say I wanted to ask her anything. A month ago, just after the exposing, she tried to call me and then sent a txt message asking for a chance for me to hear her out.
Still you make a good point, Robx. I won't rush, I should reflect on your words and be honest with myself to see if I'm indeed asking for validation.
What I'm finding increasingly hard to do is just to turn my back on this and 'hope for the best' even if it takes years. I don't think I can do that. I love her, yes but I love myself even more.
Separated: March 1 * Affair discovered: 20-March * Exposed: 27 March * Def. separation: May 1st *
