I understand why you say it's insecure, wussy like, etc I can assure you, I'm not asking for approval to move on with my life. I'm already doing that. The only thing I haven't done is starting a new relationship and I won't until I am sure 100%, this is over.
That decision is nothing to do with her, it's to do with me. I don't want to have any regrets with MYSELF. I couldn't care less about what she thinks about me moving on with my life.
I've been questioning myself if I actually want to keep going with all this. What's the point? Meeting her at least will give me an idea.
if you could care less why are you saying your heart feels like you need to ask her?