Thanks NLT. Yes, I'll get through it by remembering the blessings that came my way because of that day. I have four beautiful children, 2SS, and a nephew we raised. I live in a beautiful old house that needs work (don't we all)that sits on 59 acres and a barnful of horses. There is only one thing missing from this picture, but that is out of my hands. The Big Guy upstairs has control of that for me.
I am grateful for all that I have and can't help but feel sorry for all that my H is missing out on.