I know it sounds so strange but I really like those few hours I get all to myself once a week. The boys won't go with ex on his weekends so I have very little time to myself.
I know when you are married you don't get those times very often either and you wouldn't really expect that time. However after doing this on my own, I need those few hours to recharge for me and for them.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory