Hey blind,

sorry to hear about your situation. I am in a bit of "panic mode" right now as well. I've been saying all the same things that you are saying, "I will do anything to keep her...etc" it's really hard to find balance between trying to better yourself for you and still holding on to the fight for your marriage. I've only been on this site for about a day and I have already recieved so much great advice and encouragement. I'll put some good thoughts out there for you.