It's just harder on me because I'm not a strong person like the rest of you are
GF....
Really?
It is not because you aren't...
It is because you don't allow yourself to be ...
The choice is yours....
You can wallow in your own misery...
Or you can get up, dust off, and do something about it...
Nobody here wants to see you fail...
My advice to you right now , is to stop being the victim, reread this thread, and all of the great advice you have ignored, and start becoming the person you need to be...
I will say though....this pity party needs to end for your sanity...
