I really am sorry to everyone, please forgive me. I thought I was on the right track again, but I slid off. Cat, I guess you are right. I won't be able to reconcile at the rate I'm going at, and I'm sorry for not listening and I know most of you on the site are sick and tired of me and I fully understand.
So I guess, I will pick myself up the best that I can and try to go on in life. It's just harder on me because I'm not a strong person like the rest of you are and I admire everyone on here.
I pray to become the people that you are and have become.