feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

good morning everyone..

It's a beautiful day here in California. The weather really helps me be in a better mood.

Mr. Luv is getting served support papers today. I emailed him on some important stuff he had to know about and surprisingly he wasn't a jerk. He said to give him a list of bills and he would pay them. I wanted to say - you wanted this - you handle it! but I'm trying to be respectful so I will give him a list.

I've got 5 days before he comes home so that will be really awkward. I am not looking forward to that!

I'm feeling alone and sad but I'm hanging in there. This is hard jeez. I'm fine and then all of a sudden it hits me - ugh.

I hope everyone has a good weekend - we all deserve it.