I know how you feel, this board is and has been my only means of talking about what's going on. Everyone I work with is seemingly happily married and they all know my W. I struggle so much keeping it all together and peforming well at work. I am trying not to retreat from everyone but given how easily I can become depressed, it's difficult.

I am going to GAL alittle this Sunday and go to the pub to watch my team play in England. Excited for that!