Oh, and another FYI for those of you who may not know, or remember... what I do for work plays a huge part in how I feel about things. I am a wedding photographer. How many of you get reminded of what marriage should be about, what love (albeit young love) and commitment sounds like on a weekly basis? It taints, or should I say, overly romanticizes my outlook on marriage constantly. I love weddings, love love and I guess get hung up on why my marriage doesn't look like it "should". I know there's a huge difference 13 years in but...