Well, I am about to go home. I now have another week to wait because my flight got changed. I have stopped email the OM and I have stopped email the wife as much. I don’t ask her what she is doing anymore because I don’t think that I care anymore. I still call twice a week to talk to the kids and her but I am not sure if I should talk to my W. It is mainly about the kids.
She is not very concerned in our oldest son grades anymore she just lets him do what he wants, even though he is failing 4 classes which I don’t think he will be able to make up with only three weeks of school left.
I don’t know if I am moving to DC because my unit and the Air Force have not told me anything yet.
I am finding it frustrating that she seems that everything is ok. I think I have come to peace with the fact that I may be got to DC alone. I started to see what I can do for somewhere to live and how much it will cost. However I would love it if the boys and her would/could go with me, not sure how that will go over with the kids or the wife. I know we don’t have the money for two places to live.
I hope my positive changes help out. I cannot wait to see the boys and the wife and get started on the other things I want to change once I get back, because I really want to work out and exercise but my 14-16 hours days make it hard to do. I still have things to do for my 180 and GAL, but things take time.
Anyway I am still looking for help, because I could not get the DBing book here yet and I leave soon.
