As I alluded to, W and I HAVE to work together this weekend. That doesn't happen very often but it is tomorrow and thus I can't really rock the boat right now. Conflict between us will affect our business and this is to important to risk that.
I think that's my main motivation for all the "inward looking" and all that. There are a ton of things I want to say, boundaries I want to talk about, etc but right now, today, is not the time.
Trust me, it's all I can do to adhere to that. I have typed 2 text messages and an email that I deleted before sending, spelling out just what's what to me. I WANT to do SOMETHING. Probably the wrong thing (more ranting and less calm boundary setting). Today, I NEED to focus on me because otherwise I can mess up more than just our R for the weekend. I don't trust myself to do otherwise.
