For me, it is definitely the stress because when I was in college, every year in December once finals were over, I would get sick. Since I have gotten my job, I really haven't gotten sick. An occasional cold, but usually that is it. I am finally relaxed and my stress is lessened dramatically. I just know my routine and have my new life. If H does make an appearance, I am so used to him popping in and out, but never staying that it doesn't bother me anymore (pretty sad when you expect H to always be unreliable). Now that I am relaxed, I need to build back up my immune system and health. This summer I will try to get a good "exercise" routine going. It will not be exercise like going to the gym, but things S and I can do together.
This weekend...I have the resale tonight and tomorrow morning then a parade with my grandma. Then back to the resale. Sunday I have to sing at church and have a graduation party to go to for H's cousin. She invited me so I am going to go, but it will be strange to see how everyone reacts to me without H being around...
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