I am so sorry. When I read your post my heart just sank as that is EXACTLY how I feel.
I am not interested in any other women either, not at all.
I agree that our family gives us purpose.
I just think that we have only one life to live. One time on this earth with the most precious gift of our children. Once they are grown we don't get that time back.
We will all get through this somehow.
Me/W: 46/36 D7.6/S6 T/M: 7.5/6.5 Bomb 12/05/07 D final: 03/03/09