She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

[tbart01]

SV3 I saw that you and your H were reconciling and I'm happy for you. I truly hope it works out for you guys.

I've been busy remodeling our rental since I've returned so I haven't been on here as much as I need to. Tomorrow is our first MC session so we'll see how that goes.

I'm very confused and frustrated by my situation. After being together so much last week and this weekend she's scaled it back a bit. I have no idea what's going through her head nor do I want to try and figure it out.

It seems like the better things go the more withdrawn she becomes. She says she envisions us dating, but unless it's lunch she turns down everything else I suggest.

She came to stay with the girls while I went to my C session. Before she left i asked her for a hug which shes given me before. I know I shouldn't have, but I did, she extended her hand for a shake instead. I was floored , but let it go and walked on. This morning I received a text from her thanking me for not pressuring her for a hug. She said she's happy to know I'm not pressuring her.

It's very difficult to see her as much as I do and not have things progress better than they are. I'm not pressuring her, I'm letting things fall as they may, but it's very difficult. I try not to read her because I almost always misread.

Things are going well, but I don't want to be her friend. I have plenty of friends and I don't need her to be one of them. I've been waiting for her to show some form of affection, and sometimes she gets up in my face like she wants to kiss me but she doesn't.

I told her that I would probably wait forever for her, but I don't want to have to do that. She said she would never do that to me, and she knows that it's not fair to me the way she's been. She wanted things to go according to her timetable, but they aren't. I almost think she's afraid that things have gone so well so fast.

I know these things take time, but including the 6 months I was away it's already been a long time. i just want things t be over one way or the other, but I have to make sure I've done everything I can first.