W still wants separation, need to DB more

[OfficerInNeed]

I returned home from work last night, laid in bed with W and fell to sleep. W called off work due to her not feeling well.

I went to personal training session this morning. Before I went W told me she did not feel well. W also told me her dress would be coming in the mail today. W asked for something to eat so I got it for her.

When I returned home from my workout, my W was still in bed up watching TV feeling the same. We sat in bed talking about non-R things. At times I would get a short response or the infamous shoulder shrug. W had took a shower while I was gone and she smelled good so I leaned in to "get a whiff" but she turned her head as if I were going to bite it off.

The dress eventually came in, W showed me the dress then went in another room to try it on (very "shy" lately). She came out and of course I raved about the dress because she looked stunning.

W mentioned shoes for the dress and I asked if she wanted to go somewhere to get the shoes, she said she planned on taking off work again tomorrow and we can go get the shoes sometime tomorrow and as she said it "because we are going to see the movie anyway." Sure we talked about the movie but never really planned on going to see it and here is my W telling me we are going to see it.

I had to run an errand and W asked for me to pick up some medicine and ice cream, I also decided to pick up a movie. When I returned home W was looking over paper work for the house. It had just come in the mail...I asked it what it was and she said "paper work they sent in case you ever wanted to sell the house, so have to put it in a safe spot." not sure if she meant YOU as in ME or just you in general.

W seemed distant and withdrawn at this point. Eventually we watched the movie, laughed and enjoyed it. I see W out the corner of my I doing something so I turned and looked at her and she said "watch the movie not me."

For WAW, does this attitude eventually ware off? Over the past few days I have seen/heard my W being her old self for very brief moments.

This weekend will be a good test to how things are going between us. We are going to the mall and movies tomorrow, we have a wedding on Sat. and a show to go to on Sun.

I keep telling myself (literally) "this is a marathon not a sprint"