hey Grit
My date was perfect. I have IC tonight but will write when I get back. I have had a bad couple of days with H. Letting him get under my skin. Super busy at work too. My new friend is terrific though. He has me laughing...in between all of this drama.

I just read your thread...and will comment later. But stop being so hard on yourself!!! You aren't in an easy situation and you are allowed to make mistakes. You are human after all. You have feelings and emotions. You cannot control them 100% of the time.