I know this must be very difficult for you. You need time to take care of yourself to be an even better mother. Your kids will know that you need time for you, especially now. Please don't be hard on yourself as CityGirl said. You are only human. I am sure how other people would handle what you are going through, but I am sure you are handling much better than you think.
You will raise a very caring and understanding DS.
God is there for you always! I have been training at a church, and I pray every for me and everyone here. You will be okay.
Give yourself some time. Do you have someone that can give you some time alone to let your feelings out privately, or a friend that can be with you during these times.
(((mystik)))
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