still separated, in limbo, still hopeful

[newmama]

Ok I will be indifferent. I don't feel like dressing up all sexy or whatever because I don't. In the future, sure. But when I drop off S I plan to return to my house and work out and clean.

Hey- I lost 4 pounds since last time I weighed myself! 18 to go! (I do this weird thing where I only weigh myself when I can face the number, lol! But it has helped me lose weight this whole time.)

Oh and my SIL informed me that she was thinking of asking her neighbor, who works with WH, about OW. Like "do you know OW?" and then take things from there, based on what the neighbor says.

I told her "you have free will--do what you want. BUT PLEASE TELL ME WHAT SHE SAYS!"

I asked how closely they work together since it is a huge building. She said enough where the neighbor tells her how her brother shows her pictures of S.