Man, Im so worried and afraid that she won't even be willin to see my changes but I guess that's the issue. I put myself in this position and now I have nothing but hope to cling to. I told her were I stand and I'm going home from work tonight and am going to try and focus on the things she has always asked of me (help around the house, taking care of myself and our dogs etc) hopefully over time she will notice how focused I am.
Puppy, thanks so much for taking time to respond. I am in a complete and utter tailspin and I don. Have anyone to express these feelings to, thanks for listening.
As I stated above, don't do it to make her notice. Do it cuz IT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO, to be a better person.
