Update: Nothing much to report. I was feeling a bit down and sad last night and this morning. I expect that's normal considering. I feel like I want to move on and that pressure is getting to me. Need to sell the house first, but may just decide that I should give it to her. Then again, I'm stubborn and I haven't done anything wrong. Just painful is all. I may decide that I do not want to keep the house as much as I want my freedom. Am I nuts??? I don't know, but it's better than depressed and beaten down if that's what it is. </vent> I know that I won't do that. I have my kids to think about. They deserve my best and I'll give it to them. No matter what I'll be sure they are well taken care of.
So. Now that I've vented, I feel better. I know that feeling sorry for her is the wrong attitude. I know that I cannot go back to that mess in a dress. I don't need that pain another minute. I don't want it. I want to be free (I'm repeating myself; I think it's time to end here
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
