That was a hard part for me too first... am I doing it all for not? Every day was a new day to resolve. Looking back on it now... that whole thing made me stronger. Much stronger than I realized. And oddly enough happier than I realized too. The months where I played out my "final hand"... I felt very good about myself. I rely on that strength now when some of the old demons come up.
Hang in there AC. Abbey
T:22, M:20 H:55 Me:45 H-OW PA: N/07 OW Jan08 Bomb:Feb/08 S: Apr/08 Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11 Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess. Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.
