I guess I need to take a break from here for a while. I feel like I am becoming too dependant on others instead of just doing what I need to do. I have been given the knowledge and guidance that I need. I am the one who needs to put it into action. I wait around for people to post and hold my hand. I don't need that anymore. Well, maybe I do but I have to do the hard work on my own.

Pigskin-thanks for all of the insights. Thanks for following along. I hope the best for you and your family. I continue to remember you in my prayers.

Flowmom-you have followed closely, also. Thanks! You have a way with words and your strength radiates off of the screen. Continued blessings to you, too.

Puppy, Sandi2 and the other vets who were here for me when I first signed on several months ago; thanks for the advice that I wasn't ready for at the time. Of course, I wish I would have listened to you all at the time, I just wasn't ready. I didn't understand! I do now.

I have taken steps recently that I know I needed too. It is scary as hell. I have to get my self respect back before I can ever expect my W to work on the R. I WANT to be one of the success stories. We all do, I know. As we are always reminded, we can't control anything but ourselves.

Thanks again to everyone. I hope to be back to pay it forward. This place has been a God send.

It's time to take my destiny in my own hands.

All prayers are welcome, though!


Me-43
W-36
TS-10
D-7
S-4
M-11
Rings off-8/16/2010

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