still separated, in limbo, still hopeful

[newmama]

Thanks FM.

Of course I am roller coaster woman. I will stick to what I said I would do.

Does it matter that he was crying throughout the discussion? Or that he looked scared? I guess not.

I am dropping out of my mommy group with mommies who don't know what is going on and I can't bear to tell them at this point. So I lied and said S joined a class on Thursday mornings. I don't want to be around them.