Part of our problem in the past was me demanding not just initiating. It was every other day or I was a little piss-ant. So, since then, she has been the one to initiate 90% of the time as I was trying to make her more comfortable and more in control.
Now that she has cut it off, I am the one trying, but she tells me no, then she tells me, she does not have to do what she does not want to.
Last night was rough, I told her I do not want to live in a plutonic relationship, she went through why she has been so cold and she said there were a million things, but all she could get out was financial reasons and the time I said she likes it up the rear to a friend (which did not happen) and she never told me who said that. Do not know if you remember that or not.
Getting deep in here, I told her I would see how this all works out for now for the kids sake.
Hugged and kissed this morning, while she was topless to add to it, so, I just do not know.
Thought about taking the boys fishing this summer as a surprise.
Anniversary coming up, have gotten tickets for a broadway play, and a night out with hotel a couple of hours away. I hope she will go, lol.
