he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

ok puppy, i need your advice because this time around im not waiting anything out anymore and willing to do what you tell me, the first time lol...

situation with boyfriend is still the same, he is wrapped up in his life and stressful events, im completely back burner and havent seen him. we know im patient and understanding but im not his wife and this hasnt been fair.

i have pulled away, not answered his texts, but of course eventually i always do. this week i was angry enough that i told him to leave my belongings with his doorman as i will be dropping his off, that ive had enough. of course, he talked me out of it and wants to see me tomorrow if he isnt away on his business trip.

i swear i feel like a mistress! even though i know he isnt with his wife! i know for a fact the stress in his life is valid, very heavy things that do occupy his nights. and really, i did end things with him so if he is playing around, i cant say anything.

i told him this week that i realize i have no credibility when i say im done with this but i did go out with someone else. i wasnt happy about it but i went because this isnt fair.

so puppy, what now, do i wait and see if plans materialize tomorrow? if he is away, do i see if when he comes back that plans are actually made? and if not, then really be finished, drop off his things and move on?

what do you advise?

on another note, h is still rather friendly and flirty even with his wages being garnished...