W and I had a good time tonight...dinner and a show (special event we had tickets for). Didn't think she would want to go, but we did and enjoyed ourselves (I think). No R discussion at all.
part of the reason she went is because 'she wants to be friends'. I have a sense that she is very confused about the D and the future.
Everyone I talk to says to move on, accept the marriage is done and look out for myself. Very very difficult to do.
Am I just an idiot?
H 51, W 46 no kids T 22 years M 17 years ILBNILWY 2/10 1st D talk 6/10 partial recovery W files D 5/11 long distance separation 8/11 moving forward on D 10/11 legal separation complete 1/2012
