Time for darkness.... (thread number 3)ears open

[james217]

Took the drug test and had my head looked at. Just a scratch on the noggin.

My pride and ego are wounded more than anything else. LOL

Stupid vending machine.

Talked to a few friends tonigght. Had a few interesting conversations.

I'm at home relaxing. Just thinking about alot of things. Trying to set some goals and boundaries and reflect.

Got 2 texts from WAW. She is visiting SD8 with paternal grandmother over 100 miles away and will be back this weekend.

*head explodes*

I understand she wants to see SD8. I want to as well. but why sign away the freaking rights and then keep hopping on greyhound for visits instead of going to I.C. getting your antidepressants and not applying for jobs or following up with the ones you did apply for.

She has totally lost it.

You ask for me to do your hair for jobs then you go out of town?

She's not gonna make it. I hate to admit it but she's not. SHe's going to have to hit total rock bottom and end up in a shelter before she realizes she's going about this the wrong way.

I'm patiently getting my health and other issues under control so i can handle the situations with the boys.

She thinks a few trips down there is going to make it better.

*head explodes again*

She has lost it. I don't know what is wrong with her.

She did call the workforce commission today but he the freak is she supposed to find a job when she's not even around?

*sighs*

I said nothing. Just read her text and came on here to vent to keep from venting to her.

I'll probably go to sleep today was a weird day