I need to keep working to GAL. I also need to find the little things that improve my life. The more I keep myself busy the more my sitch won't hurt. By working on me I've been able to change my behavior enough to live with or without my wife. I have some bad moments which will never go stop, but they don't hurt as much.
I like this exercise class I'm in. It's a combination of core trainging and self defense. After every workout I'm exhausted and look forward to the next workout.
