I have been following along. Taking the D step had to be emotionally draining. I can appreciate all the feelings and emotions you are going through.
As each day passes I get one day closer to filing myself. I have a personal timeline that I am following unless things drastically change on his end.
With that said, I am not sure how I will react when that day is here. Will I be anxious? Sad? Angry that it has come to this? Feeling like a burdon has been lifted? Relief? Who's to know until I actually walk in those shoes.
Regardless of the emomtions, I will know that it is the right decision for me. It is important that you remember that in your sitch as well.
I am praying for you.
The sun will shine in your world again and in time the love will flow too.
(((Luv)))
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning