I don't want to sweep it under the rug but the way I look at it, if I do/say anything, I give up my intel, and I am NOT willing to do that. Also, if I act on it, I don't know 100% that he is lying, KWIM? Like I said, for all I know, the attorney may have very well decided to go to dinner afterall. I think I need to sit tight on this one. The way I look at it is that once he comes home, he'll be away from there. OR maybe he didn't say anything because he thought I'd be upset if I knew he went out with this guy? Although, why would I be? it's just odd. I don't know.

I'm def going to guard my heart and continue DBing and putting myself first.

He said himself that he questioned my feelings for him because he thought I had somehow moved on due to the fact that I wasn't as readily available as I had been before. Go figure.

Thanks PG. (((HUGSSSSSS))


M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson