Our meeting with the MC was rescheduled for next week so we'll see how that goes. I read a bit more of the book of last weekend and will be back into it tonight. W asked me to go with her to a local lounge last weekend when she was meeting a girlfriend so that was nice. She's been very emotional and did some crying last Saturday. I keep doing what I think I should be doing. I'm very nervous about the sitch. I've been looking at cell records and don't find any strange numbers so if there's someone I have yet to find out but will keep my eyes open. She's mentioned IC for both of us as well so I hope that indicates interest in keeping things together. You and everyone here have been such a big help! While I haven't posted for a few days I'll be checking in here for advice. I wish people would be aware of M issues before reaching this point. The intense pain and uncertainty is just too much!