H called me. We had a nice chat. No yelling or arguing. Point blank: he wants to work things out. He said he got upset because he misinterpreted my communication to him about us "playing house" as in that I didn't want to have a R with him and that I didn't have feelings for him. Without being mushy or looking weak, I clarified. He said that he wants to come home and is willing to do what it takes (work wise) to get our life back on track. He said he can't make guarantees on whether or not we'll pull through (which I agreed that I couldn't make guarantees either) but that we'd need to work together.
I agreed.
I never really got to this point before with him. Is there something else I should have said? I feel like I should have said more? I dunno.
On a side note, remember how I told you that I checked intel and saw he went out with an acquaintance? well, he told me he went out last night but he said it was with his attorney. he lied. (then again, I don't know this 100%; I'm going by what I saw in the logs and what I saw was his telling this acquaintance that his attorney had asked for a raincheck and he asked the acquaintence out to dinner instead. for all I know, the attorney may have called him up afterwards and gone with him? I have no clue...). I obviously can't say anything because I will not give up my source, so do I just store this in the back of my mind?
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson
