In one way, I am completely lost. At the same time, I have remained suprisingly calm. I guess I still have some hope that this will wake her up. I know better. No expectations. Can't help it though.
I want a new, better M with my W.
I can't live with how things have been. I deserve better.
I have read where the WAS doesn't come to their senses until the LBS files or something drastic like that. Grows a set. I'm done with her B.S. DONE!
I still have the faint hope my old W is in there trying to wake up and see what she is losing and what this will do to the kids. D is NEVER the best unless abuse is involved, and that was never the case. This is her choice not mine. I have to remember that.
Still hoping... Becoming okay with either outcome...
