OT - I could only hope he was/is sad about us.

FM - in a damn hard place flow..

SR & Gard - thanks for the encouragement!

Shel - I woke up at 3:30a and couldn't go back to sleep. I am just constantly having interrupted sleep. I am plagued with thoughts frown I started crying and I was thinking he doesn't even care. I finally fell back to sleep at 5:30 just to have a dream about him telling me he was sorry. Talk about being haunted..awake and even in my sleep.

Spy - I'm sad today (when aren't I lately huh?) I'm really trying here.

Well Mr. Luv was served last night at 9:40 pm per attorney. I was ok all day knowing he'd get the papers that night but as evening came I started to really feel anxiety about it. Why was I worried about how he felt? I felt bad for him. I'm sitting here filling out support papers and it's just too upsetting. Why is he putting me through this?

My name is so appropriate.....

luvless


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10