You are so right...I guess it sounds so cliche but I just truly never imagined that this man would do this to me or to our M. He was seriously the best person ever. I can't believe that this is what's happened.

I'm in a much better place now. I am not losing it or really as upset as I normally would be. In an effed up way, I see this as progress on his part as crazy as that sounds. Either way, I need to continue focusing on myself and my kids. Whatever happens, happens.

Thanks. I will add it to my reading list.

Thanks so much for replying. It means alot to me. xoxo


M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson