Hi girls, I called H and asked if he had anything to share with me. He said no, nothing. All is fine.
Truth is, we are lacking connection. We run a peaceful life and there is progress in more fields than one, but we keep it superficial. It bothers me and it feels as if we should be ready for the next step. CONNECTION. It is evident when we have sex. It is evident when we we "touch" delicate issues and try to keep "balance" at all costs. I dont know how to handle this.
This morning I asked him why he hasnt kept his promise to read the 5 love languages book. He apologized, said I am right and promised he will.
The relationship I am in is beter than what we had a year before the bomb and since, but is not close to the one I want... K
