Thanks Sandi2, You are a God send in this forum. On yesterday my wife finally admitted after a counseling session with our pastor that she did not fully forgiving me for things in the past and said that she pacified how she felt in efforts that I would change. She also gave me pages of prayers that she had written and laminated from the past that she had never discussed with me. She internalizes her feelings and has told me that she was afraid to tell me how she truly felt. When we came home after church on we sat on the couch and I told her that I missed her and she began to tear up and shook her head saying that I do not miss her and then we were interrupted by the kids. What do you read into her reaction of tearing up and saying what she said?
