I don't know where the anger is, Gardener. I think that's up to my IC and me to figure out.

Wow--all the way to AZ? X is more popular than I thought!

You are right, Gardener. It's not humilation. It just feels that way.

And my friends probably don't know that I get the news a day late. (joke intended). And they aren't going to call me up and say: gee, how about that story about your X!!

I think it is more that work now officially knows. Everybody knows.

Sorry, I am just a LBS, and I take on the guilt and humiliation of the A, and of being "left." having been made redundant. Having been replaced by a younger model.

I'm several drinks in. Will try to lie down and sleep. dishtowel in hand.