I do the same thing! I come up with all kinds of ways to try and break up H and OW and realize that I do that when I am upset or feeling out of control! Pretty sure it is normal...we can fantasize...just don't really do it! Leave it up to the man upstairs to take care of it!
And I can relate to what C-bart says! I notice that I get short and dismissive with the kids when I am upset with H, stbxh, I should say...
No advice cuz I am where you are at right now...just want to let you know that I am thinking of you!
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