Wow Babydoll- you should re-read this every time you are tempted to contact him:
Quote:

Today... I was good, no calls, no texts. I am grey! not going completely dark... just being me. Living life for me. If H wants to be in my life, or my son's life, he needs to fight for it. i need to have him drop a LOVE BOMB and fight for us... yes us... not just me, not just baby.


Sending you strength!!

me,34
exH,34
S,16 months
S:3/31/09-left for OW
started DBing 10/09
d final: sometime 10/10
current:
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1
met in 2004