I just need to suck it up and detach and move on, and I need to figure out how to do that fast.
I'm not saying give up, but I realized today that as long as im this unstable and emotional I am gonna do more harm than good.
I don't even think its about boundaries or anything at this point like that. What boundaries can I set? We live apart, our talks are calm, but its not like were moving towards getting back together at all with them, and when we spend time together we have a good time but nothing changes afterwards. She still doesnt wanna be with me.
I'm not saying I'm gonna blow this up, but I'm just done trying. I'm done trying to force anything. I can't force anything and I need to accept that and let it go.
