feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Thanks James & Gardener I'll take the hug - I need it.

Well friends....I filed yesterday and the man who is no longer my H is getting served tonight at his hotel. I am feeling anxiety about it right now. I feel sad. I guess when he sees the paperwork he won't care...he'll just get angry. Then again I don't know why this is what he wanted

All of a sudden I feel my dinner wanting to come up. ugh

One day I'll post something happy and of good nature...I hope it's sooner than later.

Luv